The birds

[Hazel]

Thank you all,
At the moment I feel sort of numb and Unsure where to start. and what to start with? or who. I am going to take a little time for me and hope that things will fall into place.
I've decided that as I am one person I can't be permantly responsible for every one around me, so for a couple of days I'm going to indulge my self to get my poor old brain back in gear.
this all knocked me back bit, I need a rest, speak soon.
B.B.
Hazel

[Hazel]

Well I'm feeling better now a days rest and a lot of reading, my relaxation tecnique, Hubby had down loaded a kindle book and was disapointed as he thought it was a story, Illumination, actually a book on shamanism, so I settled down to read, quite revealing in the way to change your out look on life, but little of new interest to Hedge Witches, I certainly wouldn't recomend wasting money on it. but what got me was one discription on healing ones mind, using crystals and a stream or river at night.
At -12 out side I decided to try it in a nice hot bath, apparently if you loose any crystals these are taken as offerings to the water gods. any way I came out of my meditation feeling completley relaxed and worry free. if I'd thought about it any of my books would have basicaly told me the same, but I now have everything back in perspective and raring to go whether the book or the rest or just the meditation or even combination, my instincts tell me that it was the meditation and stones.
B.B.
Hazel

[Hazel]

wow I just had an amazing experience,
A white Dove flew into my garden and swooped down and hovered right in front of me for a few seconds before flying off,
I'm gutted I had my camera in my hand and just stood their mesmerised instead of taking a fantastic shot.

at least Doves are happy peaceful creatures, but I still do not understand their messages, Hmmm!

B.B
Hazel